Been a while

But things were hectic and i find it hard to keep organised or focused on things that are important.
But whenever i know i'm going to write a post with a certain feel something always changes that, like i thought i would be excited to scan up all my Berlin photos but i haven't yet. Actually, might do that now as i'm in no state to sleep i think.

Just flicking through other peoples blogs and see how they haven't made a post in like over 9 months, probably because at the beginning of uni they were told to make a blog and didn't have one. It's strange how i always see that i have to write on this at least couple times a month, even though i know mostly no one will see it, but that doesn't really concern me much. I'm crap at writing and this is the best i will ever do!

"Neil Young is like black coffee, acquired taste and doesn't make sense to children."

I just read that somewhere and well i think it's a good quote. It's strange how my tastes have dramatically changed, not with Neil Young, but like how i couldn't drink black coffee for ages and now that i have recently. I feel like even in my head the way i think has dramatically changed turning myself against what i would normally want. Worst of all i knew completely where i was going with life and what i wanted to do, never been so lost as of late. I'm thinking i'm better alone, serious note.

I'm off to Bestival this weekend, i literally want to be there now. This is what i've been looking forward to this whole year, after this horrible summer. What i like about festivals is that i don't feel like myself and there is no reality, the date only matters for bands but all else just doesn't. I imagine that i might go a bit too heavy with this and end up dead, let's hope not.

This is just an insight of some of the things i draw in my sketchbook that i do show, dunno why i have but i guess blogging makes me feel that i'm being motivational about something. 

I'm so awkward.